I did think about what I’d do if i saw you now, It’s a common exercise.
I know I would hug you , comfort you. I’d tell you that it was going to be ok,
that I’m proud of you , that i knew you were trying your best and that you were doing all you could.
I knew what I would tell you , i just never stopped to ask where you were or what happened to you.
And now I can’t even remember your face.
I just remember your pain and even that’s blurry.
I know I hated you back when I knew you.
Everything else happened so fast, I’m not sure when I lost track of you were.
I don’t even know if you’re alive, lost somewhere ,if you’re still here I can’t see you or if you’re long dead.
Did you die in one of the fires?
Did you get shattered in a hurricane?
Where did you go during the apocalypse?
What’s killing me right now isn’t even you not being there It’s that I don’t know what happened.
Worst part is , I don’t even feel guilty for letting you go , I needed to forget you,
I’m just upset I succeeded.
I think it might help to know where you stand now, maybe I would understand where I stand better.
I’m sorry but I don’t miss you, I think I’m glad we’re different people now.
I just wonder what happened.